splendor of love

I don’t really know how I exactly feel about this. After all the heart breaks with my ex in a couple of months ago, we turned out to be good friends now. For me, it’s better that we’re still friends. We still keep on communicating even if he has already a new girlfriend. We still talk about the things that are happening in our lives now. But one thing that we never talk about is our past. I know he wants to know if I have moved on. There was a time he started to open up about our past. I didn’t let him continue to talk about it. I don’t want to think back again of our past. I don’t want to bother him and most especially, I want him to focus of what he has now in his life. And I just let him know that I’m fine now and enjoying my new life.

We were so open to talk about anything, but not about our past. Until such time, I didn’t expect he would tell to me that they broke up with his gf. When I knew that, I was wondering why on me? Why is he telling that to me when I know he has a lot of friends out there where he could share that. I was so confused at that time of what to tell him, will I show comfort or vent all the blames to him?

Well, keeping on mind that we’re “good friends,” I even advised him to ask to her another chance. I don’t know if that was right. I was just thinking how the girl feels that time. As far as I know, that girl is younger than me. I don’t know the reason why they broke up. But one thing I know is, he realized the thing that I want him to realize.