splendor of love

Love helps you find new levels of yourself, levels that you didn’t even realize you contained. You contain multitudes. It may be a little scary at first, but it’s going to be fulfilling in the end. I’m a type of a girl who wants to be alone always. I want to give more time to myself alone rather than being with just someone or anybody. But there was a time that my life is really seeking for someone who could understand me. Someone whom I can trust other than my close friends. I needed someone who is new to me. And suddenly, a certain guy came over to my life and changed me. He became a very important person to me, ’cause of course I love him very much. Read the rest of this entry »

Thoughts are running through my head at a million miles a minute and I cant seem to keep my feet on the ground. I wanted to put an end point in my story yet there’s something that’s stopping me inside. I’m so tired of thinking ways on how to move on. I need answers to my confusions that led me to sleepless nights. Well, what really made me feel this way is because of HIM. Read the rest of this entry »

Have you ever loved somebody so much…it makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad…you can’t sleep at night! Have you ever tried to find the words but they don’t come out right. Have you ever been in love..been in love so bad? You’d do anything to make them understand. Have you ever had someone steal your heart away? You’d give anything to make them feel the same. Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart but you don’t know what to say and you don’t know where to start? Read the rest of this entry »

You don’t always measure love by what it gives you; sometimes you measure it in terms of the necessary sacrifices you have to make. Once you let them go, you realize they weren’t that important to begin with. Hehe wala lang, it’s just an introduction. But it doesn’t relate of what will I share with you now. Read the rest of this entry »

Yesterday, I spent the Valentine’s Day alone in our house. My day wasn’t that bad ‘coz… again, he “texted” me. Hehehe…but sadly, he is not feeling well. He has a fever! He was asking me if do I have a date. Well, I just said there are a lot who wanted me to hang out with, but neither of them I’m not going. I don’t understand why he is still staying in touch with me. If what he’s doing now, shows that he still love me…then why is he not telling it to me straightly?? But whatever in his heart now, he knows already that I just started to close my heart. I told him that! But it’s not meant for him actually it’s for the other guys. I’m afraid of being hurt…as well as to hurt anyone again. It’s up to him if he would be stronger to fight for it. I still have the key of our symbol of love, and maybe I can give him another chance. But when this symbol is at his hands back again, then that tells the endpoint between us. Read the rest of this entry »

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori
Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doki ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou Read the rest of this entry »

Yesterday was a great day for me. Even though I’ve been dumped again by the company I applied for, my feelings wasn’t that bad like the other day. Hehehe…wanna know why?

Ehheemmmnnn…hehehe..

There’s no other reason that makes me happy…

Obviously, he sent a message again to me.. =D But that was really different ‘coz he directly ask me if I am still okey. He used to send me first a qoute, before wanting to know about me now…that’s why it’s unusual for me. I asked him how he could still stay in touch with me when I can’t forget what he told me before that he hates to remember his ex gfs and he can’t even give a nod when they meet in the crossroads. Well what he only replied to me was for him I am different to them and I must be proud of it. Toink! hahaha…why should I be proud when there’s no difference ‘coz I added to his list of exs??? Hehehe… Read the rest of this entry »

Last night I was very upset that I almost burst out to cry while walking alone at the street. I have so many disappointments and I’m afraid this might add to my frustrations again. Huhuhu…Sometimes, I could think that it would be better not to do anything so that I won’t be hurt when I fail. I am really afraid to commit mistakes. I want to do things in a perfect way as much as possible. But I believe no one is perfect, only God alone. I tried to be open minded and accept my failures then take it as a new learning…or as a way of improvement to myself. I thought I have learned and am good enough to perform or make things better or even at the best. I’ve been doing the same thing yet still I can’t have it! Why? What are the things that I need to improve? Why it happens that I almost reached the peak yet I still fall? Even the easiest way to have it, can’t still be mine!!! Maybe, you’re now confused of what I am talking about..hehehe..better not try to understand.
Hehehe…*__* So much for that emote thing… Read the rest of this entry »

Today is supposedly a special day…not only for me…but, I know, to “that” someone also. I almost forgot the date today because I was thinking of so many things like in my coming job next week (hopefully they’ll hire me) and the pending tasks in my blogs. Meanwhile I was sitting alone in our dining table and unconsciously my mind was empty, my phone beeps many many times. When I opened it, I saw an unsaved mobile number appeared in my inbox. But those numbers where very familiar to me. And then I read the message, it was only a quote, but it was sent to me twice. Read the rest of this entry »

Romance is a sometimes component of love that appeals to some, but not all lovers. It is important to remember that romance isn’t always necessary in all situations to keep passion alive — one can stir passion with simple respect, an honest compliment, or suggestive body contact. However, with a little creativity, even the most pragmatic lovers can do highly romantic things, without resorting to the clichéd red roses, bubble baths, soft music, and dimly lit rooms. Read the rest of this entry »