splendor of love

Someday you’ll gonna realize
One day you’ll see through my eyes
But then i won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if i can’t Read the rest of this entry »

how could you say you love me?

when you would go and leave me!?!

how could you make me hurt so bad?!?

wahahaha…kanta na sad…

http://yeyen05.multiply.com/video/item/6/broken_promises 

wehehehe..i made that on my own..wahahaha…pakaulaw! ahihihi…

ahh..this song para ni sa iyaha! way labot ng mga koreans…hehehe..btaw sunod2x sad ko tanaw ani nga koreanovela before..ahaha..cute si sandy..ung girl..then ung guy “adrian” kamukha nya ung crush ko sa high school…whahahaha!!!
notice the duyan??? hahaha..wala lng.. ahihihihi…

One night, we had a heart to heart talk with my “ex” boyfriend. We were just trying to settle down everything and try to understand the reasons of what was going on in our lives. That night, I really felt how much he is hurt of what happened to us. It’s just so amazing that he just let me vent…’till I ran out of words and don’t know what to say next. Hehe… And then after all the blames I told him, he tried to explain on his side also. He explained why he just let me go that way… But come to think what or how he feels when he said this to me… ” I have nothing to face because I can’t reach the level of what you’re brother wants a man for you..” I feel so terrible that he seemed to looked so down for himself. I know it wasn’t right that he can’t fight for our love but I do empathize his situation. I just told him that he really don’t love me that much ‘coz he can’t make that sacrifice for me… Then he said, “if you only know how much I really love you, even my sister who really knows my pasts, can’t believe I can love such girl this much..” Read the rest of this entry »

One of the most difficult things a person can endure is the loss of a relationship. While the death of a loved one eclipses this loss, a break-up is also, in its own rights, a permanent loss. The relationship, which was once alive and filled with hope has now ceased to exist, leaving at least one of the people involved filled with emptiness and sadness. The following words are intended to provide insight, comfort, and (in our fondest hopes) encouragement. They are directed to the individual who knows that reconciliation is not an option. Read the rest of this entry »

Wouldn’t it be great if we could require someone to love us? “But” I can hear you say, “how can you require love? Love is a feeling — you can’t require someone to have a certain feeling!”

If love were a feeling, I would agree. But feelings are only part of love — and a very unreliable part at that. Jesus did say, “I command you to love each other in the same way that I love you” (John 15:12). Therefore, love has to be more than a feeling. Read the rest of this entry »

Just this afternoon, he sends quotes to me again. I don’t understand what’s his purpose of sending this to me. But one thing I feel about it is that he misses me! Ahihihihi…but I’m not sure if he really meant what the message tells…

here… Read the rest of this entry »

Two nights ago, 11:40pm my dear send a message to me. I don’t know why he texted me even though we’re now separated. And what makes me bothered was he directly said, “i love you.” I never expect he would say that because I know at this moment he is hurt. And I know he never “text” me unless I would send him first. So I replied, “what???” Then he asked me if I still love him. I replied “I don’t know” even the truth is I love him still. Later on, he send the same messages…and then he’s now speaking in English, and then I no longer understand what he is saying!!! So I asked him, “are you drunk?what do you really want?” And then again I don’t understand what he’s saying!!! He never stopped texting me ’till 2 o’clock in the morning. As a result I don’t have enough sleep because of him!

lying on my bed, i wonder about you

closing my eyes i see your smiling face

oh long distance love, months without your touch

i wish this all made sense, i wish i understood Read the rest of this entry »

If only you could have stayed a little longer

If I had known this feeling then I could have been much stronger

and the hurt I feel right now would b so far away

now all the memories tell me I should have made you stay

you said we´ll make it last forever

maybe you could have been a little stronger too

now I know that sometimes promises just fade away

I need you here beside me, it´s just no good to feel this way Read the rest of this entry »

As I sit here at my computer typing away
Talking to a person that i think about all day
I wish i could be with them right now
But they live so far away, I dont know how
I want to be with this person so bad
But all I can do is dream which makes me mad
I just want to leave this place
and go see the person’s I love face
I sit here dreaming more and more
thinking about you coming to my door
I want to be with you so much
But you’re to far away i can’t even feel your touch
But No matter the distance we’re apart
I’ll always love you with my heart

i’ve hurt him many times…

i made him cry all day and night…

he’s not my ideal man but why do i love him this much?

loving me makes only his heart to bleed…

no matter how i try to let him leave…

still he won’t stop on loving me…

and even i couldn’t resist on loving him.

why are there people stopping us being together…

when it seems we belong to each other?

This blog shares about my love life.